Sigh

So sad, the time when everyone, like seriously everyone is back at home gathering for my grandma's birthday, i am here, stuck in melbourne all by myself. *sigh* With my sister showing me the pics of the people and my mum updating me all the time.. i seriously felt so sad and left out. I want to be home and be with my family too!! It's really a grand thing this year because it's her 90th birthday, and since she can't walk (due to a fall), it was held at home ala buffet style. Everyone turned up (which equates to more than 150 people?) including the neighbours. Ahhhh.




On a lighter note, my exams are done and i'm going to be home this coming friday!! 5 days time ya'll. FIVE. Can't wait to be home with my family and see all my friends back home. Although, sadly, i really have a strong feeling that.. when january comes, and when all the hype has cooled down, i'd be hoping that i'll actually be back here in melbourne instead of rotting back at home - everyone's going to be back at school/college/uni.

Nevermind, at least i get to spend a few days of CNY back home - doing all the visiting and eating all the food... before i get my ass back here and face year two. *sigh* I get scared thinking about how time flies and in no time, i'll have to start working and start earning my own money to fend for myself. Boo. I don't wanna grow old, i swear!

Anyway, back to exams for a sec - it was... alright. Not good, not entirely ugly, but somewhere in between. I can only hope that i pass, that i wouldn't need to retake any subjects (especially ATA and BPA?!) and frankly, i hope no one will want to tell me their results because, it'll only make me feel so much more stupid-er.

Oh well. I don't know what i'm feeling now.